your light will shine when all else fades
Thursday, June 01, 2006 @ 2:18 AM
haiz ~ i'm so vexed. . . vexed abt finding jobs. .. ppl ard me r telling me i'm taking too long to find a job. . . my CS dept manager's saying me...neva put in enuff effort to find a job....
haiz ~ i didnt want tt too but. . . haiz ~ no one understands how i feel . . . even friends who've slacked for a long time found a job they like. . . i admit i am jealous of wat jobs they're doing. . . cos i cant though i wish...i can...i want...but....haiz ~
i dunno wat i wanna work as seriously. . . think sooner or later, i'll jus work cos of $$ not interest anymore. . .i hate tt . . . . .
i noe no one can help me de....
my life's not smooth at all now. . . . sob sob ~